what if???????

 what if???????

What if the price of happiness is being stupid and ignorant!

What if the price of your happiness is to be an unfair vile!

What if the price is to be without mind, without   feelings  so that you can be happy. and be away from misery, far away... What if the price for that is to build a house at the expense of the ruins of other houses or that you Sow seeds in a land that is not yours! What if the days and months and the years demanded you to forget or forget everything that troubles your life and makes you sleep just to be happy! What if the price for peace of mind is to put your mind in your shoes! What if not asking was the best answer!!! Or the answer passes over your head like a cloud or a cloud and then goes away without returning as if it is a mistake, a fleeting whim, or a raging lapse. It soon returns to its nature... which is (nothing), what if nothing is everything!?   What if you became zero empty-handed of everything, except for one thing, which is nothing! What if the only way to congratulate you is to accept your misery! Rather, you must flirt with him, rejoicing in his mihrab, rejoicing in his majesty and good splendor...! But on the other hand, there is another question. you will always find it crouching like a hungry lion, eager to prey on your mind and feeling, no matter how much you ignore it as if you don't know it! What if another? What if the price of knowledge and awareness is the curse on everything and anything.! But perhaps your loss of the most precious thing,, do you know what it is? It is peace of mind.it is impossible. what if in return for that is to feel the sparkle of days extinguishing around you. and that the only one price is (absence, loneliness, loss, and bereavement.) the loss of everyone around you and what is around you, The absence of sparkle from everything you live and coexist     with.. as if minutes and hours  And all the      seconds are ringing with every moment and all the time, announcing the extinguishing bell, disappearing, disappearing, disappearing pleasure, ecstasy, pleasure.. (All of them left and did not return, and perhaps they will not return) It is a disappearance with a disappearance and an extinguishment with an extinguishment. then the next A lonely loneliness in the desert of your life may accompany you until your death.. a painful loss like a bereaved mother who has lost a son or daughter to her, as if you are surrounded by all this and that in your wake and sleep.. that you always lose something? Your inner calm, perhaps, as if your life’s pick is destroying yourself day after day.. but always remember that everything has a reward, and every loss has a gain, and every gain is a loss you meet, and in order for you to become like this and in this way, you took the return, now that you know everything Or say more than half of the thing, and now you are as close as possible to an important part of the absolute truth, but not all of it Of course. now I see you insight into matters deeply and away from any look that buzzes and groans from fools and fools,, I see that you are now interpreting and analyzing clearer and deeper.. and put points on letters,, now you are like a free bird.. and you have done everything in your power to become so. and you did not You don't mind in order to get that any other loss, if we will call it a loss. Now I see you have become aware and certain and the mind for you is a flag with its importance raised above the forehead. and you sacrificed for that until you no longer have anything to blackmail the pain, and only you from the loneliness Worry and old age, and your wounds became full of blood.. And sadness and lonely silence are the best that a mouth can fold, Until it became your biggest concern and your greatest money, that the dose of pain decreases. and that the pain suffices to subsist on yourself, and it goes over your remains, Now that your greatest hopes have become that your pain decreases,,!

Now let me give you some tips if you want to be happy:

First, to be happy, you must be stupid and ignorant.

Second: To be a truly honest believer without evidence or certainty, you must put your mind under the shoes. otherwise, your mind will be the disease and getting rid of it is the cure. Third: In order to be happy, loved, accepted.. Lie ..hypocritical.. Walk with them.  Always walk with them and walk in their knees., dive into their arms.

Fourth: In order to be happy, you must get rid of this damned mind and truly belong to your cursed human race.

Fifth: In order to be happy, you must not try to understand the whole matter in its entirety! You have to kill the logic inside you and kill it with premeditation and premeditation. You also have to kill your mind with poison..! Make him commit suicide. commits suicide repeatedly whenever he tries to wake up. This is if you want to keep your happiness and peace of mine And bliss your mind.. Make it spoiled and never stress it.. Prepare for it all the ready-made, packaged and packaged answers that will save it effort and effort. Convince yourself of its credibility. and do not forget that this is the pleasure and luxury for you and your spoiled mind.

Sixth: You have to get things wrong!!! Yes..why are you surprised! If you know that error has a unique charm and attraction, you will not be surprised anymore. especially when you convince yourself that the truth is all right in your misunderstanding. Which you think is not wrong!!! What an amazing attraction! Sometimes, deception and delusion are comforting to the soul and mind, sedating pain.

Seventh: Stay away from the mentality of eagles. and always follow the mentality of the herd. Yes, the herd. Take warmth in the embrace of the herd. The frost and the roaring that drips hail and snow from the eagle's wings to make a bed in a space of freedom and spaciousness will not give you the warmth of the herd... Do not forget that the warmth of the herd The flock tastier and congratulated! And what is the harm in not understanding and never working your mind! What's wrong with that?!! Is not peace of mind and mind and walking with the group better in stages, and for the sake of the comfort of your mind and its significance.no? Never forget that. Never tire yourself. Never tire yourself. Then what is the problem with staying with the herd, the sleeping herd of beasts.

And last but not least: Abandon those lofty, naive, foolish pains. and always run after every happiness, even if it is trite and frivolous! For in those lofty pains, there is no rest for the mind, nor is there any rest for the mind.

Now, do you see what I won? Important win!!! ..  is not it!!! ..

Leave the mentality of that damned eagle. and follow the warmth of the able and fortified herd!!! Look at me well.and fix your eyes on mine..then..then what? I want you to compare the two things, and ask yourself: What is the value of what you have gained compared to the value of what you have lost? A value confronts another value. and a meaning confronts another meaning. Is truth, knowledge and logic? Is knowledge of the insides of things and exploring the depths of the unknown. is it worth all this trouble and fatigue in return for all that? Is your profit equal to and equal to the value of what you lost?

Perhaps this is the most difficult equation in history, the value of profit versus the value of loss, which is worth the suffering and trouble? Which one is worth leaving, which one is worth staying? See which one you lost? And which one did you win already? Which one is worth the risk? which of these? The winner and the loser .. who are they in reality? Who is the real winner, who is the real loser? I know it's relative. This complicates the matter further, who preceded whom? Who has the preference? Who takes precedence? The first egg or the chicken? And the same question remains hanging, imposing itself with the same question? Who wins if he already won, and who won what and why? Who is the loser? If he really lost he lost what and why? What the winner gains is the ultimate in loss for the loser. What the loser loses is in itself the pinnacle of profit for the winner!!!! Each according to his opinion, and each according to his claim, the ugliness of loss in front of the value and splendor of profit, Loss and gain, but gain and loss. which one. which one. which one interests me, and does not mean losing to me? Which is more painful to lose and which is more important and great to find and fulfill? Which one earns and wins? Which one do I lose?

Which one Simitni lost and missing,? Which one will revive his existence and find it? .

Reason and unhappiness together side by side,, or ignorance of things and their innermost parts and happiness together side to side?,, But know, dear reader, that the price is always high in front of the greatness and value of the gain. He owns a lot and a lot,, the rich and the very rich, he is rich with his money from what he realizes and not with what he owns! This is how the picture is completed and the symbols of the equation become clear, and remember that you did not choose for yourself the beginning and did not draw the boundaries of the end  and you

You will be surprised by a turning point you did not expect, and at this turn everything will end.. and you yourself will end, and the answer will remain suspended between earth and space, until the judge rules and decides on it and implements the judgment of the judiciary.

Written by: Manal Khalil